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How To Move Beautifully With Heavy Things

by Bouillon

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1.
Owen 02:57
Okay So inside your mind you have uh Two Parts The conscious and the unconscious Within the unconscious self there is the personal unconscious Things that... Unconscious processes that are running that are personal to you And there are... there's the collective unconscious Which is like common human experience Um The truest self that you interact with is called the ego It's like the part of your mind that you use on a daily basis It's like your inner thoughts, your feelings Um And when you're with other people You display a kind of false self known as the persona It's not truly who you are, It's just like a kind of fake mask you put on when you're Interacting with people and everyone has one And a lot of people never truly display who they really are to Anyone else other than their persona And often time the persona is tailored to fit like expected societal- *laughing* What? "What? I was just looking at the ceiling and I saw funny stuff" Okay And Um Everyone has this thing called the shadow "A shadow?" Yeah a shadow "Like the hedgehog?" No "My shadows right there" The shadow is unconscious traits of your being That you're not aware of but that outwardly display themselves "That guy?" It's kind of the darker part of ourselves That we dont usually recognize on a daily basis If that makes sense "I gotta sneeze" So Carl Jung believes that life's true purpose Is to understand and dissect every single part of our own psyche To finally understand who we really are "What are you talking about?"
2.
Holes 03:38
A needle in the hay A thing that cant be found Myself is something id never thought I'd stop bringing around I used to know what to say I used to know what to do Now I find myself wordless in front of you The right way to be is something that neither you nor I could know After all Were all just for show After all were all just waiting to go To be The way we’d rather be The be that no one sees The you that no one knows Though All of you You’re all here And together is something you can only find with others So when you get home I'll hold you And your broken shape When you get home I'll care to be your being place But the difference 'between you and me is you’ve still got room to grow So much longer to go You’ve still got people to know I have no more seeds to sow My plot is full of holes My body knows it most From my head to my toes I’ve got wounds still left to close In my room where no one goes My floor is full of clothes My closets full of bones And the me that no one knows Is gone
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Burn 04:26
When you found me on the back porch looking at the trees While the wind stole my cigarette and the wind stole your breeze You sat down and packed one And handed it to me When you met me at the coffee shop you were looking out the window While I payed six dollars for a bad cappucino We burn our lungs And we burn our tongues And we burn out ourselves Until we're done When I was in your room and you were in my room And you were in my bed and you looked to me and said You never wanted this to end But the time passed by and I can't remember it at all And we don't talk anymore, no, you never answer my calls And even the ache in my chest has dissolved We burn our lungs And we burn our tongues And we burn out ourselves Until we're done We burn our friends And we burn the ends of the ones We saved for later
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Green 02:19
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Coins 03:16
When you're walking home And you're out of smoke Where can you go but that place where you go Where the only thing left are the dishes in the sink Where all there is to do is lay down and drink Too many faces and too many names Too many places and too much change Not the coins in the cup holder but the shirts with the stains Nothing here will stay the same Nothing changes the same No one changes away
6.
No matter how long you pull Time makes itself old No matter how hard the sell Time makes itself sold And you are the bidder no matter how bitter The sweet never gets old You will chase it with it You will pace it until it catches up to you You will chase it until it matches up with you No matter how much you can tell They've been telling you this for a long time But your clock is too slow to tell why Your body is too low to get by Your body is too low low to get high No matter how long you pull Time makes itself cold And you make yourself spent For twenty dollars and no sense Every chance you get Every chance you get All the time you spent
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Breaking my back in the same place Drunk from the vodka in the drawer Once it starts it doesn't stop Until I've settled for less than the score It's not even a game anymore It's not even a game anymore
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Why Don't I 03:54
I need to drink more water I need to get gas I need to finish that essay for my English class So why don't I When I know I could So tell me Why don't I Do the things I should
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Fill/Spill 03:34
When all you live for is to fill All you can do is get full When all you live for is to be full All there is to do is spill So pour yourself out And turn yourself in Water yourself with your own everything It's not worth the feeling Or the things that come with So pour yourself out And turn yourself in
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Space 03:44
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released November 22, 2023

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